Get me out of this funk!

Two weeks into the year, and finally getting around to giving an update, even though there isn't much to update on other than the fact that I can't seem to get my diet back on track. My gym going has been on point. I've had a few rough workouts that I have had to push through, but I have been hitting PRs (personal records) left and right. However, it is very true that you can't out train a bad diet, and I've lost all of my willpower. It has become to easy to reach for convenience foods or eat out instead of cooking. I am really annoyed at myself for "backsliding" so far. I'm up almost 7 lbs from my low weight of 241.2. I was so close to getting under 240 lbs. I haven't been under 240 since my first year of college! It would have been amazing to get there, and now I have even farther to go. I've been participating in this diet bet ran by a couple of ladies from Instagram that I really admire, and I'm totally sucking at it. Almost two weeks in and barely any loss at all. I thought this would motivate me, but really I think I am self sabotaging =(

In other news, I have been ridiculously happy lately. I mean legitimately happier than I have been in years happy. It has certainly helped me to be less down on myself with the walls I am hitting in the weight loss area.